Insomnia and that monthly thing...

I can't sleep. I have the shakes again, the late night (now early morning) leg cramps. Oh and those other cramps. The ones that make my whole body swell for a few days. Ugh. Sometimes I really, really hate this. Somedays, like this morning. I really really really have a strong dislike for this monthly thing that comes around.

I get really moody, and there's so much stuff to deal with. 

Luckily I just finished my last final at the community college, ever. That's right folks. I'm done. I can leave this town anytime I want to now. Ready for the next adventure. I'm really ready for something. 

I don't really know if my leg cramps are currently related to having smoked to many cigarettes last weekend and therefore going through withdrawals again. I know it's kind of strange but I went through some ridiculous withdrawals when I quit smoking. So in any case, I don't know if this is related to that or to the realllllly awful other cramps that come monthly and make me super moody and bloated and not so happy about any of this. 

The other random thing is, I added this tracker to the side of my page that says who is reading these... well actually it doesn't say WHO, it just says where the person is from and what internet browser they're using. It's kind of interesting. And kind of scary. Here's why it's scary... I know people in most of the cities it mentions. So do people I know read this and aren't letting me know they know I know stuff about stuff... Oh goodness. 

If you do read this and I don't know that you know. Please let me know. 

Ok thanks goodnight.