Interesting Contemplations

I feel conflicted 99% of the time. Maybe there is something to this "genderqueer"? I feel like the physical being of woman is the last thing I feel, but at the same time there is this very feministic perspective telling me to just be fluid. Maybe me just doesn't have to be defined? Can I be Sam and Shira. Feminine and Masculine. I'm me, but who is that and where do I fit in this spectrum we have? I know I've said this before. Some days I'm okay being a bit more feminine, most days I'm not. I like wearing my binder. I wish my chest just wasn't there. I like peeing standing up. I believe we all have feminine and masculine. Some days certain aspects show more than others. 

Life is a pendulum.